Past and Present

I loved you because you actually put effort into me.

I loved you because nobody in my life has ever given me the love that you gave me

and you are the only one that can ever love me that way.

I loved you because you always made me feel like I was worth something.

I loved you because you have a nurturing nature and you took care of me and made

sure that I was safe and okay.

I loved you because you made me smile when I had forgotten how.

I loved you because you have a huge and honest heart.

I loved you and everything, every little small detail about you.

I loved you because you were just, you. 

I loved who my heart wanted, not what my eyes wanted.

I still want to hold your hand when you're afraid. 

I still want to tell you corny jokes every time you're sad.

I still want to be able to watch you sleep and have your face be the first thing I see 

every time I wake up.

I wanted to spend all my birthdays and anniversaries with you by my side.

I wanted to stay with you forever.

I want to send you a shower of kisses. I want to send you an hr of hugs.

I want to send you a sea of smiles. And if you ever wanted love, I wanted to send myself.

I miss the way you use to tell me how you would hold my hand.

I miss the way you told me how my eyes looked.

I miss the way you felt for me.

I was walking and I heard someone whisper your name.

When I went to turn around, there was no one there. I had found myself

alone. Then I knew, it was my heart missing you.

Reviews

[Lord of mad men]

Wow, I am speechless. Which does not happen very often. Wonderful job! just wonderful! Words could never do this justice no matter how long I write. this is truly beautiful. I am sure who ever this is about means a lot to you. Yours Truly A Mad Lord