I'm sorry I have to kill you...

   I can feel her inside of

   me, moving and

   breathing.

   She isn't a human yet,

   but I know she is there. 

   I place my hand on

   my stomach and cry.

   I love her.

   I haven't met her,

   but I love her.

   I can't kill someone

   I love.

   I can't do this...

Author's Note

I'm too mad at myself and depressed to explain whats going on, but its clearly stated in this...
(I don't want your pity, by the way.)

Reviews

[light and ashes]

also a very good poem.

[light and ashes]

I don't know what your going through. But I wish you the best of luck. If its what I think it is, you need to have alot of courage, endurance, and faith right now. Do not get discouraged. It could happen to anyone. No one is perfect, and we all make mistakes. I will pray for you and your journey. No child is a mistake. Things just sometimes happen when you don't expect them to. God bless you.

[TJ]

It's obviouse this poem comes from a deep place; the best ones always do. This is overflowing with emotion, and conflict! perfect piece.

[Sharkapillar]

I'm dealing with the same exact s**t. :'(

[Right Wing Constervativ..]

this is very good, ik whats going on

[brenda]

its really good to put your feelings on paper and me too i dont like pity at all just well what you say in the poem has gone through a lot of years it all depends on you !

[Alicia Hirshey]

Like I have told you before. Message me and we will talk.