Hometown

Hometown

A Poem by ayejodie

Old town,
You welcomed me
With open arms,
Would you believe.
I changed for good,
Or so i thought.
I went in deep,
Friendship I sought. 
Drunken Nights
Grew our close bond,
Thinking it'd last
-the biggest con.
Memories were made,
But I can't remember.
That last day came
The first of September.
No more days,
No drunken kiss.
Those old friends, 
I truly miss.
I see them now,
When they walk by.
Our past forgotten,
Suddenly shy.
We're afraid to talk.
-Strangers now.
It feels so lonely,
In this old town.
To avoid each other,
To cross the street.
My oldest friend, 
I try not to meet.
Hundreds of friends,
I've made and met.
But not even one
Could be kept. 
I walk around
This desolate place,
Our hearts are faded
Painted smiles on our face. 
It's ruined me, 
In the end.
I don't know what to say
Or how to make friends.
And I'd love to dive in,
Be part of my home
But these people have only
made me feel alone. 
A recluse I've become,
A stuttering mess.
This town has changed me..
I'm Anxious, Depressed...

© 2017 ayejodie


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Wow, I was really move by your poem...to be familiar with you town and yet feel like a stranger in it...really deep.

Posted 7 Years Ago


ayejodie

7 Years Ago

Nothing but the truth! :L thank you for you feedback, glad you enjoyed this
Babe Roxx

7 Years Ago

You are most welcome...it was my pleasure. :)

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Added on April 12, 2017
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ayejodie
ayejodie

Ireland



About
Hey i'm Jodie, I'm 23! I hope you enjoy reading and of course, all feedback is more than welcome and very appreciated x more..

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A Poem by ayejodie