Breaking Ties

A long story on this one

Is this the end?

After all we had?

I don’t even get a chance to defend for me

It felt like it just went out like a light

And you have given up your fight

I love you and all you can reply is ok

And to stay together all you reply is I-D-K

All it is to blame is depression

Keeping all emotion and will on suppression

It’s not a way to live

To have nothing to give

So I write this poem

Just to coordinate my feelings in rhyme

And returning to this old hobby is a crime

To write poetry while I am sad

Is what makes this art for me bad

How could this be?

With deep anguish I feel

Just twisted and lost with no way to heal

My tearstained fingers just typing away

Hoping that this feeling would just melt away

But no luck is coming

I just feel more summoning

Answer me!

I don’t know what to do

And it is all controlled by you

You are my other half

You are the reason why I stay happy

I feel what you feel

Yet you don’t care

Is it some cruel ploy?

Just to find a way to cut all connections?

Just to be alone

All alone…

Then just end it!

Give me a conclusion!

Give me something!

This torment I can’t handle anymore!

This waiting game with the fate in your hand!

It is only you I adore

Yet you slip away through my fingers like sand

Is it weeks or months I have to wait?

To find out this potential fate!

This is just cruel

To just want to wait and see, I feel like a fool

Because I feel like we already know the answer

Yet I won’t feel satisfaction till you just say the two words

It’s over….

With that, there goes my forever best friend…

Author's Note

Probably the most pain I felt in a long time a month ago

Reviews

[Saddam]

A Great discription of pain. I enjoy the pain.

[Chicago]

i was just in this situation. took two years to let go. it was realy hard. i felt like i was on her time and i just got tired of hanging on.

[deyja]

it feels so real like i can connect to what you are saying

[Kasey Miriam]

I can read and feel the pain you put into the poem. Emotion packed and very well done!!