January 3, 2014, 3:06 p.m.

Again, an entry from my personal journal.

I count everything

Every step you take further from me

I haven't seen your body in weeks

I haven't heard your voice in a decade

I know lots of things

Every secret you promised to hide

I see every imperfection inside

I know you have scars that tell stories

I withhold like a champ

Files and folders of your information

My urgent fear that you'll see me and run

I haven't said a damn thing to you

I refuse to see

Every step you take is further away

We haven't talked in a million days

And I will stay blind