life is b***h ..rewritten

there is so much to be added and to be re edited i tried my best still it needs lots more..sorry

our lives is all disturbed so why not having it be disturbed some more

I like that chaos lets have some more, it intrigues me I know

I get nauseated but I like it so let's have some more

I always liked my life like that nothing fixed

never knowing where I am going, like hips and legs

pulling me as they like to what ends and beginnings

how I like it my life to be a walking on ever non ending rope

ever so winding as it likes to go here and there more and more

I like it never to stop, nothing pre arranged

I like it how it's sad I like it when it gets so bad ..and ugly

like to feel all the mess all around me nothing ever ran smooth

it felt so good like booze going down throat and so peaceful

and no pain ..or lots of it ,let it come how it becomes me

it's like old dear home, only home I know

let it come too, the dark always feared the light

always loved my nights, deep dark sweet nights

like getting old and rusty, even felt ever so good

so tranquil so peaceful..like hitting down bottom

where there is no more..there I could never hurt no more

so invincible I be there ..life there the only life I know

I dreamed of..leave me there..the b***h you are, there