Take a step

Meh

When day breaks I'm still awake

My eyes longing to see something new

My life feels like it's stopped in it's tracks

waiting for a sign 

to turn in another direction..

"Move On." I tell myself to regain myself from this void 

but I don't trust myself enough.

So I stand 

and I wait

And my mistakes look me in the eyes as I wait

They taunt and laugh as I'm dying with every breathe

Blaming them for everything

I plead for some sympathy

I should let go,

But I love the way grudges tear you from the inside 

It makes my life feel meaningful.

And maybe someone will notice the pain, and pity this hopeless human.

Here I am years later.

I'm alone in a deserted land

Nobody Is here, except a dead girl.

Everyone has moved ahead, and I'm the only one who stayed.

Even my mistakes have fled into another direction ahead.

"I'm dead, pity me." I cry .

Nobody is here anymore.

Not even me,  I've been dead for a long time,

Waiting for someone to care.

And they never cared, and never will.

Author's Note

What do you think? This isn't really well written but eh. Please leave me some constructive criticism. Thanks ^^