If I could

Melancholy seeks me out I always break hearts and I am just about done with it I love so much yet I destroy anything that is given to me

I never realized that I was creating a platform in which I would Destroy our love

There were times I didn't even know it existed

I could exhaust words and sentiment

but it would never be enough 

because what I did to you 

is a feeling I can never get rid of

I find it hard to move on 

but I really must 

because you are something that I will never get enough of

but your heart is too pure 

and I wish to see it grow 

outside my realm of reality 

for your love overflows

and To you I wish nothing but peace

I love you so much it makes me weak 

Now a letter to me because I deserve to see this

Brenda you are stronger than your most feared weakness

believing that you are not enough?

baby you have everything you are in search of 

just fall into yourself 

and tell yourself that you are enough 

love yourself more than your counterpart 

and the love that you are in search of

stray away from darkness 

for it will overflow your cup 

and strive for light

because it's truly what you're in search of

don't get lost in the shadows because I know they bring comfort

release your inhibitions 

laugh

smile 

wonder 

and desire

you're never alone in this great big world

God loves you more. 

Just remember that. 

God loves you more. 

Author's Note

Feel my pain through my words
I can only share what I know through these thoughts
Quick enough to cast away pain
Short in enough to remind me it will never go away