Two Way Street

You're not the only one

hurting from this.

I have found the time

before my 8 hour shift

That I had yesterday,

have today,

and have tomorrow

F**k, I don't even get time and a half

For working on Easter.

But you know what?
Last night, I went to a hookah bar

From 11pm until 2am

With my friend Joe

And it was the best damn night

I have had

IN a LONG, f*****g time.

So don't go around thinking

I'm not reading your work

Because I have time

In between not having time

And in that time,

I am thinking of how you are doing-

How foolish of me. 

I haven't ripped all of your s**t down,

In fact, I have the picture of us still up,

I have the pictures of us in our happy days still scrolling past my desktop screen

I have all of your gifts, neatly stacked on my computer desk

But, it doesn't matter to you anyways,

You think I'm worthless s**t for doing something for me

When I spent so long doing what was best for us

Well, f**k it.

I don't have time for that. 

And in the mean time,

I will be using my time

For myself.

Because, believe me darling,

This s**t is

a two way street.