Lost.

Lost.

A Poem by C.J.G.
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It's the feeling of nothingness building up inside you.

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It doesn’t even hurt anymore.

It’s as if I’m numb.

My mind, my heart, my soul

Are all broken, but it’s painless.

 

I can feel it in me, though,

The overwhelming feeling of nothing.

No tears are shown,

But inside my heart is crying.

 

Tears of hurt, tears of loss,

Tears of pain.

You would think the tears flush you out,

Like there would nothing else to shed.

 

But I’ve found they just build

And become even more powerful.

And yet, nothing escapes.

It lives in me.

 

I feel it when I’m in a clouded room.

I feel it when I’m sitting alone.

I feel it when I’m sleeping,

But even more when I awaken.

 

It hurts, but I can’t feel it anymore.

It aches, but it has become a part of me.

 

When he left they said I was broken.

My entire self; my mind, my heart,

My soul. I was lost,

And now I’m just wondering.

 

Wondering the plainness of this vivid world;

I wish I could see those colors.

Wondering through the dulls of life;

I wish I could feel the excitement

 

It’s lost. Forever to me, it seems. 

© 2010 C.J.G.


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So much emotions are within your words.. You write well from your heart.. Keep true to yourself.. and Thank you for sharing!

Posted 14 Years Ago


This is fantastic. I know this feeling well. Great job!

Posted 14 Years Ago



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