Journal Entry: Day 4: You are my dream Saturday, June 12, 2010

Journal Entry: Day 4: You are my dream Saturday, June 12, 2010

A Chapter by Jason Knight
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If all things have a structure, would it stand reasonable to ask you what dreams are made of?

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Song: Candlelight �" Relient K

Mood: Dreamy

 

If all things have a structure, would it stand reasonable to ask you what dreams are made of? Dreams, I know, obey no structure, for they have none to serve as a border or limit them. They tend to swim from infinito to infinito, picking up things here and there for their own benefit. As a child, I had dreams that were so immense; no container could stand to the challenge. Today, those dreams are still there, though slightly smaller because of age. As time passes by things like problems and responsibilities emerge, making it quite difficult to fit and arrange things in our lives. My mind has become so weary, going no further than a mere state of being content.  Sometimes dreams are not very down to earth, a rather compelling reason as to why dreams rip away as your reality begins to settle in. Perhaps the fall of dreams is the reasons why people go downhill with their lives, and see a high that will never come. Soon dreams fade into goals, becoming a mere set of guidelines as to where to go and where to settle. They become contained objectives that lead to a mere content state of mind.

Though these dreams I held as a child are still hardly there, they are dull in color, faded and decrepit. I find it hard to believe in my own dreams. I find it hard to sleep at all. Every time I close my eyelids, I see your face, but I become so afraid to wake up and have you vanish. I love you. I wouldn’t want to sleep if I didn’t get to linger in your essence at all. You are my dream! You are my raison d’etre. I told a friend once that “time is just an illusion,” but a wise fool like me sometimes loses his footing in what he believes. I am waiting for you, but are you waiting for me? I miss you… You are my dream…

 



© 2010 Jason Knight


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What a lovely write! I found this to be a really thought-provoking and touching chapter. I really liked how you explored a lot of different concepts, yet still managed to keep everything relating back to your relationship. There were so many moments while I was reading this where I found myself literally nodding in agreement to what you had to say. Hehe, great work,
~PaperHearts

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Another great chapter. I haven't read this book in a while, but I am happy I am continuing. I agree with PaperHearts, I agreed with many of you points and I loved how they related to your relationship... great job.

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First line! Great!
-If all things have a structure, would it stand reasonable to ask you what dreams are made of?-
makes so much sense. you are very talented!
so far, my favorite chapter.

Posted 13 Years Ago


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We hold on to great hope. I like the feel of this chapter. Dreams and reality do fall together sometime. I like the ending. The question of love leave us confused and hoping. A very good chapter.
Coyote


Posted 13 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

What a lovely write! I found this to be a really thought-provoking and touching chapter. I really liked how you explored a lot of different concepts, yet still managed to keep everything relating back to your relationship. There were so many moments while I was reading this where I found myself literally nodding in agreement to what you had to say. Hehe, great work,
~PaperHearts

Posted 13 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.


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Jason Knight

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