weakling

I am not blessed with good looks

I am not blessed with an intelligent brain

I am not even blessed with good height and strong body

             Maybe I am just a weakling, who never stands up for his own good!

Author's Note

it's been long i haven't write a thing. Very tired always of my life's endless barricades.

Reviews

[Muse]

Oh hell sweetie..we are all tired. But fight we must. We cannot use poor stature as an excuse. Often times I look at myself and wonder what is the point? How easy to assume that nobody cares. But remember, the next time that stranger flashes you a random smile....or that waitress says in a friendly voice "you are welcome" after thanking her for great food and service...or a person lets you cut in line...opens the door for you...humanity it is still there, and it's in the small things we do that get taken for granted. So easy to say yes I can...talk the talk if we must...but actions will always speak louder than words my friend.

[captain]

I thank you very much for your kind support, my friend. Those simple smiles indeed are warm. I will remember your words in my heart. I will be strong someday, everybody's encourage are more than enough for me to survive this awful life.

[Brandon S. Whitten]

We are always more than we perceive of self. Good read and write. Keep writing and watch self unfold and become the real you. We can overcome all obstacles.

[patricia]

well, your writing is standing up for you now, looks and physique and intelligence are nowt, compared to the language of the heart.
Enjoyed.

[Leslie Philibert]

you are very critical of yourself, can`t judge that, but you can write !

[captain]

thank you kind sir, yes I am the worst judge on myself. I'll try to brighten it up by expressing it, hopefully!

[Tree]

Cap I was thinking today about something along the lines of your piece. About how exhausting it is to try and fight every injustice. And there are lots of them; overdraft fee's when there was no overdraft, cable co. selling you a package at a certain price then 2 months later they've raised it; the neighbor, stealing the daily paper... And this is just small stuff the big stuff can't be ignored. I guess my point is I began to wonder what it would be like to just let go of these things, not fight.... Would it be a weight lifted off our shoulders or would it just put us further behind the eight ball making things worse? And what happens to us when we get too tired to fight?

[captain]

If fighting every injustice is exhausting, then letting it slide is frustrating, right? Frustrating because of the regrets coming along. I have learned, based on my personal experienced that never fight what is not for you in the first place. I meant that if things are taken away from me then I give way. I am tired of fighting for a pointless reason that points out to be me on the lose end. Yes I regret but I never do over ponder on them like I said it’s frustrating to think about it all the time, so I always manage to change my thought to other matters just to stay away from those haunting echoes.

Many times I’m too tired to fight. I just think of a better reason not to fight and reason-out myself to back off. Then eventually I’ll forget and weight lifted off, I learned not to keep my grudges though I still have those, for now I keep on learning new things to forget and a lesson learned. I said to myself there will be a time for me just to be positive, but still I’m tired of waiting. The hardest thing is to wait for the right time for me.

I am grateful you shared me your thoughts Diego and made me think how do I handle this situations.

[Pax]

captian your an amazing individual... don't you forget that... but i can never say anything far more pushie... but be the inspiration that you are already.... :)

[captain]

thank you Pax.

[Renée]

I think we all feel this way at times...but you know what I have found to be true...the ones that feel this way...are usually the most handsome , smart, kindhearted people so strong they don't even realize when they use it ... I would love to see you make a mirror image to accompany this one.. ( :

[captain]

thank you very much. I hope I can see what you see, for your are a very kind friend i meet here.

[Renée]

Captain, experiment !
Do another write like this one, but use the eyes of a friend ( :