I dont know

As you leave the cold of your absence sends shivers to places that never existed

I don’t know where you are going but I know you will be okay

Your strength is all powerful

I know this as its this beautiful strength that kept me going for so long

The thought of your beauty never gracing me again is unthinkable

I don’t know how my existence will exist without it

Your beauty started beautifying everything that surrounded you

It even started beautifying my carcass of broken emotions

These emotions that you set free and changed is what scares me

I don’t know how to control them without you

Even as I beg you to stay I know you will not

I know what I want but I know I can’t have it

You are what I want and need

 You are the oxygen that keeps this deteriorating body alive

Life without you is something I can’t think about

Life without you is something I don’t want to know