Im broken

Im broken

A Poem by Jada Johnson
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are you truly ready to forgive this piece of you that is unhealed?

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I placed my hand on my heart, shocked that it was still beating. since the day you left there hasn’t really been much feeling. I'm drowning, there is no way of breathing, my heart aches, my tongue feels like it has been shredded into a thousand pieces. I can barely speak as these tears run down my face. tumbling down this universe of darkness and a shadow, of glimpsed futures and broken memories. I shut my self out, shut myself out of this world, as I try and figure. over thinking about the situation has destroyed me.

 I guess your right, sometimes, I still think about that night with us and wonder if it was worth it, I still wonder about us. I still wonder if I made the right choice of having to give it all up. I figured I would be happier, maybe if I turned back In time things would be different. I have replayed so many times inside my head, I’ve worn them out, they can barely even be remembered anymore. too much time has passed and you no longer live in a present part of my mind. you gave me your word, you filled me with happiness and security. you told me all the things I needed to hear, so I could take this chance with you.

 you made me feel like I was worth it, I was who you wanted. I think I’m ready to just vanish, vanish into the depths and darkness of my soul. I’ve hit my breaking point, and there’s no way to escape because there’s no way of escaping reality. and here I am, smiling like nothing’s wrong, pretending like everything’s alright, and acting like it’s all okay. even though inside “ I’m broken”.   

© 2018 Jada Johnson


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You capture these feelings so well.. I have been wanting to write something similar:

Somewhere in the fury of this static and swirling chaos, What was once sustainable to our flame, is now the hollow of the ash a ghost of you, a ghost of us.. rambling forever in the absence of light.

hm. it needs something.

anyway, GREAT write!! I look forward to reading more of your material!

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Jada Johnson

2 Years Ago

i think you're definitely off to a good start nicholas, but when i wrote this i felt the pain in the.. read more



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I think just about everyone who ever tried to put pen to paper, has been here. Nicely scribed.

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Jada Johnson

2 Years Ago

i definitely agree with you, and thank you!
Scars heal stronger than the flesh which was torn. Enjoyed the read. Thanks for openening yourself to share.

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Jada Johnson

2 Years Ago

im glad you enjoyed it!
Emotionally Fractured

Great Read

Matthew

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Jada Johnson

2 Years Ago

thank you, means a lot Matthew!
Matthew Kult

2 Years Ago

You are welcome

Matthew
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Time lessens the pain but will never erase the scars. So, until the next best thing replaces the next best thing lost loves' memories will haunt your mind.
Enjoyed the read Jada

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Jada Johnson

2 Years Ago

thank you, and I'm glad you enjoyed reading this!
Resentful, painful. It fits all the emotion into it thats for sure.

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Jada Johnson

2 Years Ago

thank you, means a lot.
This is very well said! I could really relate to it and I love the last line.

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Jada Johnson

2 Years Ago

thank you, if you check out my other short stories it'll give you the opportunity to really relate/f.. read more

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