Thin ice

The emotions are there
But the thing is I care
I love this woman
I don’t want to hurt her
But she’s hurting me
Unconsciously
Always silent
Everything I want to communicate
Can be misinterpreted as hate
So I sit and wait
Letting these thoughts fester
In my mind
Dulling my shine
I need to be kind
She’s my mom
Will I only know peace
When she’s gone?
For weeks I didn’t have these problems
I don’t mean to point fingers
Cause there’s 3 pointing right back
Times have changed
I have changed
Staying away from deranged
Without the pills I’d go insane
Climbing out of the muck
The disaster Taylor made for my soul
A nightmare I can’t seem to shake
How much more sh*t can I take
Nothing is given
Work for everything you’ve got
It’s been a year
Still trying to untangle this knot