Haunting Hatred

poem about my...er... mother

you call me names

you stare me down

i beg you please

to leave me alone

you're hurting me

 

all my fears and dreams collide

holding close to nightmare wishes

of lost lullabies

 

a mother's love is not forgotten

but her hatred haunts my sleep

 

as i pass the highway cars

i wish to leave this place

all this pain and misery

makes me cry myself to sleep

 

it was better then, than it is now

before, you apologized

but now the haunting is consistent

even when you're far away

my nightmares hold me tight

Author's Note

The fact that I used small letter "i" means I felt indifferent and unimportnat, and not special...