I'm sorry.

I'm sorry I have not been writing much lately.

I'm sorry the pieces I do manage to put up are monotonous. 

My quality started as not so great is not getting any better. It's not that I don't care about the lovely feedback all of my fellow writers give to me. Actually, it usually makes my day. My life has just been tiresome and I am so exhausted. I don't know how to explain my recent feelings. I haven't been busy, I just feel as if life is pointless and repetitive, I'm so tired of it.

I'm sorry I tend to get off track with my writing, 

It's just that everything flows out so fast. I need to get these thoughts that are eating away my brain out. 

I'm sorry my sloppy form of poetry isn't appealing to everyone.

I'm sorry for never saying how I truly feel, 

I know I am a coward.

I'm sorry I get so jealous,

I know you're not mine, but I wish you were.

I'm sorry I take everything all too seriously or not serious enough.

I'm sorry that all I can seem to do is see the bad in me and never the good.

The unsightly in me and not the beauty.

I'm sorry I burden you with my problems,

I know you have your own.

I am oh so sorry for not being able to express my feelings like everyone else,

I know I'm confusing.

I sincerely apologize,

For everything.

Author's Note

I had so much emotion writing this but I'm not sure if i put it into the writing very well.. Let me know!

Reviews

[samarahmed]

Apparently, you actually do have a perfect way in writing... it's a type of writing that makes everyone feel those emotions that were put into words then into sentences. well, it's how I felt. I felt every emotion and feeling through each line while reading. My opinion is that if your uninspired lately i think your writings would turn way better..because when writers are in such moods they have more feelings dug inside and so when you spill them in words it would be a great piece of art so don't stop writing because writers write in any kind of mood so just don't forget that! I enjoyed your writing very much and I hope you do continue writing whatever happens! good luck!!! ;)

[slightly terrified]

Thank you so much! Your kind words have made my day :-) Pieces that stir ones emotions is really what I go for, so thank you for that. Best of wishes to you!

[William Liston]

By the way, I must say that your works are not "monotonous." I truly enjoy reading them. I can tell you put a lot of emotion in your work.

[William Liston]

I'm glad to hear from you again. I noticed that you had not posted anything in a while and I became "slightly terrified."

Now, based on your author's note, you want some constructive critisism and honest opinions on this poem of yours. Well...I'm kinda in a real-world paradox right now. In other words, it's hard for me to say if you "put it into writing very well" because when I look at the emotional side of it, this poem made me feel the the utter melancholy that you put into it--I felt "drenched" in each of your sorrowful lines, but when I look at it from a technical side, there's nothing special about this; in other words, there are no metaphors or images in this piece that all great writers are capable of. That's the best way I can describe this. I'm kinda speechless right now. Let me ask you, what do you think of this?

-William Liston

[slightly terrified]

Thank you so much, William. I nearly slept all day today trying to get away from my feelings, it was terrible. I'm surprised I posted this. On the other hand, I'm not too sure what I think of this. It's been on my mind for awhile so I'm glad I finally put it out, I like the way it turned out. I was going to put more things to the whole "I'm sorry..." thing but I felt it would get too personal. I feel like the piece is missing something.

[William Liston]

Yes. As you can tell by my review, I'm having a hard time trying to critique this too. Maybe I should just think a little harder : )

I wish all the best too you. I can kinda understand what you're feeling, but ironically, I have the opposite problem of what you have lately. It seems like I can't sleep.

Anyway's, I'm glad too see you on this site again. Blessings to you.

-William Liston