I am stuck anyway

I am stuck anyway

A Poem by TheAimlessWanderer
"

I am stuck anyway

"
write another poem add it to the muck

it's hardening 

and i know i am quite stuck

my feet firmly planted in the land of possibilities

but dreams just don't make things happen 

so i am just grasping

on something i know not to be real

i just want to feel

feel like maybe i can dream too

and maybe for a second believe it too

my minds arresting

questioning

attesting

digressing 

digesting


everything thing i say

feel 

think

i think i am on the brink

just suppressing

not letting it out

feeling like shouting no words come out

just text

another pile

just bile
 
vile

not left with a hint a smile


still writing

only thing that can make me seem like i am dreaming

but i know i am just leaving everything back there

i can feel its stare on the daily 

everyday it is trying to assail me

accost me

but i am boxed in 

i wont let myself out

just like my shout 

just more words that will never come out

i feel like i can write endlessly 

but it is just another pointless tragedy 

maybe i shouldn't take everything so seriously

but i feel that may just be a part of me 

always try to mix and fix the things that i see 

mend and bend my mind the sea 

unacceptable outcome 

unacceptable

i can't seem to accept 

what others would say i have still got left

it feels like a lie to keep just keep on biding time

just another excuse to go nowhere
just another excuse to run away
just another excuse to let my mind prey
just another acceptance of nonacceptance
just another grave for me to lay


well that fine then i am stuck anyway...

© 2016 TheAimlessWanderer


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Please don't give up hope... Just because you are stuck now doesn't mean you will remain that way forever. Your present state does not determine your future and it shouldn't... Though, I can relate to most of this. I'm sure many people, if not everyone, has been in a similar situation. The path to peace starts when we accept our circumstances and learn from our downfalls. It's not easy, but it's possible...

Posted 7 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

TheAimlessWanderer

7 Years Ago

thank you very much sapientiam for the words of encouraging words and insight it makes me feel a lit.. read more
Sapientiam

7 Years Ago

Hm... Perhaps you could learn from darkness. After all, we must acknowledge our weaknesses to unders.. read more



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Please don't give up hope... Just because you are stuck now doesn't mean you will remain that way forever. Your present state does not determine your future and it shouldn't... Though, I can relate to most of this. I'm sure many people, if not everyone, has been in a similar situation. The path to peace starts when we accept our circumstances and learn from our downfalls. It's not easy, but it's possible...

Posted 7 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

TheAimlessWanderer

7 Years Ago

thank you very much sapientiam for the words of encouraging words and insight it makes me feel a lit.. read more
Sapientiam

7 Years Ago

Hm... Perhaps you could learn from darkness. After all, we must acknowledge our weaknesses to unders.. read more
This is quite relatable to me... For years I thought I couldn't write what I felt and it took a long time to figure that out that however lousy it maybe I should keep the pen loose on paper.. This is good work here. I liked reading this...

Posted 7 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

TheAimlessWanderer

7 Years Ago

i am still discovering new things everyday and defining myself differently my infinite variability i.. read more
Dr. YumnaKay

7 Years Ago

You are so welcome! It was a pleasure reading this... :)
A good rant, Chris. Any writer worth his salt has felt this way more than once, even old geezers who have been scribbling for 60 years know it. Writing is a lonely pursuit that most people don't understand. Oh, they know it exists, they just don't know why. We on the other hand are compelled to jot down anything that comes to mind. It's like the old saying, "if you're going to write garbage, write it well" No time to get down on yourself, you're doing quite well. Good rant, good write.

Posted 7 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

TheAimlessWanderer

7 Years Ago

ted thank you for taking the time to read and review this poem your comment really inspired me life .. read more
I can relate to every single word
Great job !!!

Posted 7 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

TheAimlessWanderer

7 Years Ago

i am glad that you could relate to my vent thanks for reading and reviewing though it would be nicer.. read more
very discombobulated towards the end, maybe intentionally? this strikes a chord with me because I too am a dreamer. Keep dreaming wide awake and sleeping... Dreamers will find their sanctuary eventually. thumbs up :)

Posted 7 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

TheAimlessWanderer

7 Years Ago

yeah it was a vent probably makes little sense to others but i am glad you kind of liked it thanks f.. read more

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