Marijuana

Marijuana

A Poem by chris' girlfriend

Having so many problems on my mind

happiness is just something I can not find

I grab ahold of a razor blade

so my life will soonly fade

I think deeply for a moment and relize I dont want to die

there is only one more thing that I can try

I take out my pipe and fill it with weed

to be calm is something I need

I take a single hit and begin to feel better

my body feeling light as a feather

I want more, I take a hit, and fill my lungs with the smoke

i know that in my life there is hope

 

 

 

© 2008 chris' girlfriend


Author's Note

chris' girlfriend
smoking marijuana has made me a better persons and now i dont cut anymore :)

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I can sorta relate to your feelings, smoking myself. But I know well enough that marijuana only makes it seem that your life is better, and it's really false reality. I'm glad that you don't cut anymore, and i hope you continue on this track. But from one smoker to another, you're living in a false reality.

Posted 11 Years Ago


2 of 2 people found this review constructive.




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Yeah i use 2 cut myslef but then i just saw it was a perty lame way of reliving stress ,because I truly don't want to die . I just hated the fact that I felt like s**t. so a couple of months after i tried marijuana. I stop cuting myslef because I'd rather get high,and I strated writing more poems,and stories. so my creativty grew even more then before. geting high is defintly a beter way of relaving stress more then just smoking ciggerts,and now i thinking cutting yourslef is stupid cause you turly want 2 die you'd jump a bridge,or something. So marijuana should defintly be legalized is less harmful then ciggerets.

Posted 10 Years Ago


I will start my saying that it is great that you found a new positive direction in life. For some, its easier to live in miserable, than happy. Second, I do agree that marijuana, is a excellent option for calming, down, and stating healthy and medicated. I do so, myself, it helps make it through certain times and stress. As far as living the day, "high" your not at all living in false reality, but much more of a calmer one.To keep you from being confused; being stone does not force you to live a false reality. lLive a false reality will be, going about your day on hallucinogens.

Anyway, get poem, you might see, i have something similar.
Thanks for sharing!

Sandra K!
xoxo

Posted 11 Years Ago


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May
cutting is bad....i realized that.....marijuana isn't really better either..but you are a good person and i'm glad that something made you feel better..but it's not that good for you..

~may

Posted 11 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

I never thought of it as saving someone... their sanity sure.. but not their actual life from suicide. This was very deep. Thank you and congratulations for reaching a plateau in getting better. although I agree with beautifully tragic in that it is still an escape ( one I am fond of as well ) but an escape nonetheless. Good job though.

Posted 11 Years Ago


2 of 2 people found this review constructive.

This reminds me of the movie Secretary. Have you seen it? The transition from cutting to sex runs parallel with your story.

Well done.

Take care,
lilain

Posted 11 Years Ago


2 of 2 people found this review constructive.

I love this poem and I am glad it helps you I know it does me

Posted 11 Years Ago


2 of 2 people found this review constructive.

much better than cutting yourself.
people around you can give you hope too. !
:)

Posted 11 Years Ago


2 of 2 people found this review constructive.

:)
i applaud



Posted 11 Years Ago


2 of 2 people found this review constructive.

not bad. do you really smoke? I don't care if you do.


Posted 11 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

I like your switch from finding hope despite being so far down. It is a wonderful thing to see someone climb so high after being so low. I sense its more then marijuana. I sense your a really neat creative person and there is more in you and for you then you know.

Posted 11 Years Ago


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