Could I?

Could I?
Could I get my s**t together?
Could I keep a dime in my pocket?

Could I?
Could I get clean?
Could I find a little bit of peace in my Hell?

Could I?
Could I piece my heart together?
Could I build a brand new life?

But for what?
Balding, rotten teeth
A creeper, admiring you from afar
Always afraid to tell you how I feel
Afraid I'll hurt you, too

Could I?
Could I stop thinking about myself for only but a moment?
Could I just forget about you?

And if you do come back,
Could I?
Could I truly show you love?
Would you even have it?

I wish you would find your happiness far away from here