Can I say it now, aloud?

A poem

Can I say it now, aloud?

 

The shadow of your figure disappears as I close the door,

Our time is up; you are on your way home.

On the other side of the door, I find myself

Wishing the hours would fly by quickly so I can see you again.

It is as if the air has gone with you,

Only your essence floats around these rooms...

Can I say it now, aloud?

 

 

You didn’t know what doors you were opening, one afternoon a dozen months ago.

You didn’t ask about my past, I liked it; no need to awaken demons.

It was about entering my bedroom; a quick visit and go.

I wouldn’t have bothered to meet you again, couldn’t even remember your name,

Now I can’t get you out of my head...

Can I say it now, aloud?

 

 

A drop off your sweaty body falls on my back, while you are on top of me -

This is crazy, this is crazy, I am scared, please hold my hands.

Oh boy, go find yourself in my hidden depths;

Reach my soul and plant your fertile seeds...

Can I say it now, aloud?

 

 

The whisper of your name in my head,

An unstoppable melody, it confuses my mind,

What do I know about you?  Nothing and everything at the same time.

Talk to me, talk to me, I want to know who you really are.

I heard you like champagne and steak;

Tell me all the things you want to do...

Can I say it now, aloud?

 

 

Oh creature of God, full of life inside you,

I can only borrow pieces of you.

Is this good enough for you? I wish I knew.

Is this good enough for me? It is.

What am I seeking? I think you know.

So many differences between us, who cares about them...

Can I say it now, aloud?

 

 

 

The touch of our lips, the kissing is enticing.

The perfection of your body mesmerises my senses,

The beauty of your brown eyes, they radiate hope,

The tender way you look at me with intimacy.

The freckles under your eyes, a fine print on your face,

Without them it is like a night without stars.

Your smile brings a refreshing zest to me,

Your voice is like the compass that guides my life...

Can I say it now, aloud?

 

 

You find me funny, should I make you laugh forever?

Or is that your way of saying you don’t understand me?

Don’t be sad, can’t stand seeing your sad eyes -

It is not as bad as it feels, there is always a tomorrow.

Tell me what it is, how can I make it better for you?

Do not keep it inside, or it will crumble you...

Can I say it now, aloud?

 

 

When I close my eyes,

I am fearful I won’t find you on the other side anymore.

Frustrations surround all of me and anger is fed,

I find myself unable to tell you how much I miss you,

Dying to see you once more.

Can’t contain this burning frustration, when all I want

Is to hear your voice and have you by my side.

Find it hard to grasp air without you...

Can I say it now, aloud?

 

 

How to tell you I dream often of you,

With our bodies lying bared in bed, 

My head seeking refuge on your chest,

Making me feel inner peace.

My soul becomes gold with your touch.

Oh great heavens, I surrender to you...

Can I say it now, aloud?

 

 

I need to get ready, the day has arrived again.

Looking at the clock on the wall,

The fast pace of the seconds increases my heartbeat -

The usual routine; you will be here in minutes...

 

by Daniel Veliz