Overwhelmed

It feels like Im giving everyone everything 

and they're just walking away with it.

It feels like I've been strong for far too long.

I want to stop trying and just not care anymore. 

I'm a little tired of feeling like a failure all the time.

It's like I'm being followed by a voice. 

It knows me well.

It knows my insecurities and my pain.

It's the loudest voice around.

And it may be silent to you.

You probably don't even notice a change. 

You don't see the truth.

You can't see how easily I've covered it all.

But honestly I'm so stressed 

I can't even manage simple tasks anymore.

I just feel so overwhelmed.

 

Author's Note

ignore grammar problems, hope you like it. Written Saturday, October 21 2017.