Writing the truth

The truth is that Im not so sure 

if the decisions I've made

 are the best at all. 

Was it really the correct choice? 

to leave you behind 

went you let me go.

 Even though now 

you say you want me back. 

Was I right or wrong? 

to say I no longer feel

 anything for you.  

Was that true at all? 

Do I need you or not? 

to spend every day by my side because

 I day without you is not as bright.

 After how hurt you left me

saying I was never enough.

 Do I miss you at all? 

when I've been alone now for so long.

is it really you I miss the most? 

Is this what is best for us?

 to be apart, 

to be nevermore. 

Is this what I truly want? 

for you to not be my love.

for us to leave the past in the past.

 Is this what I need the most? 

for you to leave at once

to never come back.

My thoughts now so unclear 

The time is just so near.

And Im not so sure  

if writing the truth

is something I can do

when I don't even have you.

    

Author's Note

Ignore any grammar problems. hope you like it. Let me know what you think.

Reviews

[sette]

i like the poem, the smooth flow of emotions are there, very expressive too

[May]

thank you so much for your review

[sette]

you are most welcome