He Set Me FreeA Poem by D. L. HutsonThsi is about being sexually abused and what it can do to you. Also how the Lord can come in and cleanse and restore you. Everything that happens in life that is not good is not our Lords' fault.
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http://www.evoca.com/everyone_recording.jsp?rid=140671 That which was stolen from me I didn’t know how precious it was Because no one ever told me What it really was But now the situation is What was stolen I now give it away like giving candy to a baby Or a child With a smile all the while I'm Feeling not worthwhile Wanting relief And to make the moment brief Cause each time I give it away Myself, I betray Cause this is not who I am But I have to stick with the program Cause I can’t quit I have to admit I feel just like an addict Each time wanting more and more But realizing, I can’t ignore The way it’s making me feel It’s all so unreal But I know That which was my treasure Is now like an anchor On my soul I Try to bury it deeper But it seems its like a cancer Killing me, killing me Over and over again Each time I try to win A piece of myself back I get pulled back sucked back Like a vacuum sucking dirt Is what I feel like Can I ever become clean like Jesus- godlike And not the way I really feel- rug-like My spirit longs for something more So I began to explore It’s strong within me, I can’t ignore My eyes began to well up and I’m on the floor On my knees Something is rising up within me Everything within that I buried deep Is now coming out in a heap What is happening to me I can’t see Light all around Trying to focus On that Something in the background When I should look up And see my Saviour looking down at me With hands out, beckoning me What is going on with me I’m cleansing you is what he said to me I’m setting you free And just so you know That which was stolen from you So long ago Was never my plan for you But I knew Because of my love for you I wanted to make things better for you And knowing your innocense would be taken from you and because of the circumstance you would be involved And afterwards I wanted so bad to come to you But you never called You decided to go your own way Do things contrary to my way But I knew it would bring you here To this day Kneeling before me now so hey It’s all good And all this will be used To bring glory to me Cause everyone will see You were bound and now your free You were blind and now you see And you now belong to me And now I can barely remember the old me Cause Im no longer that person I used to be Although I used to wonder If there ever was a God Where could he be And if he is how can he let this happen Over and over again to me And each time that person goes free But not me Cause Each time, I’m a little bit more Chained up Each time, a little bit more Prisoned up I feel diced up Bawled up And thrown away so I just want to give up to go within myself But now you’re here lifting me Making me feel like quality Cleansing me restoring me making me feel whole So Now, I really know And I can see I AM the Lord’s And he set me free © 2008 D. L. HutsonFeatured Review
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2 Reviews Added on February 11, 2008 Last Updated on February 27, 2008 Tags: Sexual abuse, addiction, freedom, forgiveness, wholeness, and belonging AuthorD. L. HutsonKINGDOM-MINDED, TXAboutHey, I'm just a crazy, fun-loving young woman. Born in 1976 - I'm a housewife with 3 girls and 2 step boys. This life ain't always been easy. But it has been interesting. I've learned that if God bri.. more..Writing
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