taking back

taking back

A Poem by Bianca La Salle

i was always told to stay away from you
to hate you for what you did to me
for years i lived with not knowing if you 
were dead or alive

the thought of you always angered me 
the memories embedded in my brain
all the pain and suffering clawing at me
struggling to hold it in, afraid of what would happen
if it escaped

as i got older i learned to control it
to hold it in from the world
but i found out quickly 
what was happening
i needed help
i needed closure 

13 years later i got my answer
i kept my feelings inside as i walked through
that door, seeing you made me want to die
but through it all i manage to stay strong

you could hear in my voice
the desperate plea for understanding
of what you did

3 years have gone by and your more then 
i ever wanted
you are my mother once again
im sorry for my anger against you

there are still unanswered questions and 
feeling against you but
the sorrow, anger and judging are left with the lies 
that were brought upon you.
they were wrong
they were selfish
they hated you so 
but i once did also

 

© 2011 Bianca La Salle


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Bianca La Salle
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lost lost

A Poem by Bianca La Salle