A Love Letter

I swear to god I never thought I'd write again,
Especially not about my feelings in the slightest bit,
But lately I've been on some type of s**t that got me thinking.
What if I never met you I be thinking,
Would I be smoking s**t would I be drinking?
We’ll never know and I know they say its better to have loved and lost then never to have loved at all,
But those who say that have never tried to love at all,
And above it all it sucks to know our love is gone even though it used to be strong - you had my heart, my word is my bond.
Sick of hearing love songs like all day,
But I'm never sick of hearing your voice I get excited when you call me.
We only friends but we go together,
Because we were together,
Stormy days never perfect weather.
It hurt to sever our ties,
We worked thru several lies,
I've been with several girls,
You've been with hella more guys,
But it's cool I don't care,
It doesn't bother,
Because I was still always there it was no problem.
The way you treated me wasn't fair but I got you,
Like no one else in your life did
I was so about you.

So what the f**k happened?...
Was it me?..
Was it you?..
S**t, Was it we?

I miss the conversations that we used to have,
Whenever that you were sad or whenever that I was mad,
I'd pull a joke out of my a*s just to see if you would laugh and after we’d smoke a blunt and get higher than in the atmosphere.
Then s**t happened here,
In this empty room,
In this empty house feeling like an empty tomb,
My heart was filled with joy but now it'll be empty soon because I'm forgetting memories with Hennesy and tempting tunes.
I should've kept the shrooms,
I should've left this town,
My heart decreases in size whenever you come around,
But before I lose myself I wanna tell you that I'm glad I met you because I never thought I could settle down.
Thinking about the future,
Thinking about a crib,
Thinking about a car a job and giving you some kids.
Thinking about what if I never met you would I have changed?
I don't know but right now I really don't feel the same,
I want to be better.