Now I See

I feel rather insulted,
When boys leave me,
For uglier girls,
Then I get to thinking you see.

Maybe it's cause,
They have a better rack,
Or they're nicer than I,
Maybe they just wanted to say good bye.

Maybe I chased them off,
With my craziness,
With my sailors mouth,
Or maybe I'm too much of a b***h.

Could it be I'm unloveable?
Do I not deserve love too?
Maybe they can't stand me,
Am I untouchable?

Oh joy here comes the tears,
I'm so sick of it,
I kinda sort of just wanna end it,
But then I think while I sit.

Realizing everything I said is true,
I wish I could have someone truly love me,
I'm so desperate it's disgusting,
Oh that's why, now I get it, now I see.