I know you like to make me cry

I know you like to make me cry

A Poem by firefly-dreamin

I know you like to make me cry
it gives you a little happy buzz
don't it?
I know you like to kick me in the face
kick me in the teeth
kick me in the gut
laughing at me with those periwinkle eyes
crush my heart
make it die
you cut me at the achilles
watch me fall to my knees
bleeding all over
your fine prussian rug
so easy for you
innit?
no wonder I dream no longer
spread violet roses over my skin
bloom so easy under your fist
bone fractures in ribs
pricking lungs with cold pincers
and I know you like to make me cry
it makes you happy
it makes you smile
when I'm broken on my knees
you tell me 
you tell me
you tell me
just say please.
and your blue blue eyes
they dancing
as veins are pulled to unravel my wrists
cotton pools over the rug
this rug
softer than you
with the shards of glass
embedded in my shins
making me crawl
fingers thread in my hair
yank it back 
crack my neck
rip the strands from my scalp
throw me down
glass adds more scars
to my spine.
standing over me with those periwinkle eyes
you smile
you smile
it's all in my mind.

© 2012 firefly-dreamin


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Added on December 6, 2012
Last Updated on December 6, 2012
Tags: depression, emotional abuse, sad, hurt