A Dream with Goldi and DAD

Walking through the clouds

I start to Dream

of things unseen

I am all alone

No ones here to send me home

I'm Superman in my fortress of solitude

The unknown warrior

Right now I;m mentaly stuck

There is a block

Put in my way

and i say

Its cuz I'm young

and dumb

This cloud is soft and fluffy

I'm sitting by living water, petting a white puppy

It's a fairy land  

Flowers and buterflys holding hands

I love this dream

I can smell fresh cut grass

And there is strawberry lemonade in my glass

The water is crystal clear

So blue and pure 

I can smile freely here

With NO FEAR

I lay down in the grass

Writing my poetry

Trying to take my life from negative to positive

I celebrate life and live it

If I was your woman would u run to me?

If somebody hurt u, even though that somebody was me

Sometimes I think about how happy life can be

The cloud is the color of lavendar

And it smells like liliacs,roses, every flower

My senses are alive

I am in paradise

My soul feels white

Like a little lamb

I am wearing a blue dress

My long hairs a mess

I have on glittery fairy wings

I feel like im sourounded by the Kings

Birds are singing everywhere

No one here to judge me

I can be free

to be the real me

If I don't ever see tomorrow

There will be no sorrow

Experiencing this dream

I'm lucid my mind is clear

And then i start to feel as cold as ice

Becouse there is a snake in paradise

And I'm Snow White

I will win the fight

A ray of sunshine hits me like a halo

The golden touch makes me mellow

I'm listening to the Beatles

Flowers all on my dress

they kiss my skin with the softest caress

I look up and see a butterfly

he's purple, grey and black

Filled with pride

He lands right on my hand

I began to understand

his mystery

and how beautiful he came to be

There is only me here with animals, flowers,nature, all is clear

Then I see my Father

Walking hands in hands with my dead brother

His name is Goldi

He is pure, untouched and holy

Father and son aproache me 

With soothing words

They call me

We can read each others thoughts

I never knew how much

They love me

Its the beauty of poetry

They take my hand and help me see

They show me a picture of a princess

And in her face I see my eyes

They are filled with anger and tears uncried

I see my eyes in her

Outlined in black

I look so mad

I gaze at this forest fairy

What is she telling me?

Perhaps the changing faces

Show my heart in a glance

I am two faced

I see it clear

Like looking in a diamond mirror

I need help

I say to Father who is undead

forever living with his golden son

He tells me I am always welcome

In the sun

And their love for me is unconditianal and strong

They are two warriars who fought

A life of pain, disease and heartbreak

Goldi died when he was Four

He was never ment for the outside world

They are so peacefull

Full of glory

Radiating through their story

They bought fought

With soft words

And God's Touch

Now they walk With Jesus hand in hand

They talk of his majestic land

where flowers sing

And angels sit with golden harps by the King

Someday my child

U will see Him, but change  your soul and heart

Stop making things so hard

He wants u just the way u are

covered in sin, with no place to go

But to His loving heart

Reviews

[Pikey.B*****d]

very beautiful words! amazing!