Sorry

I'm sorry that I miss you when you're around.

I'm sorry I'm not perfect.

I'm sorry that I cry.

I'm sorry that I need support

when it's hard to be alive.

I'm sorry for anxiety.

I'm sorry for the tears.

I'm sorry that I panic when

I'm facing all my fears.

I'm sorry that I'm quiet.

I'm sorry I look down.

I'm sorry that I miss you when

it seems you're not around.

I'm sorry that I'm always wrong.

I'm sorry I'm not worth it.

I'm sorry that I want my space

on the days that I am hurting.

I'm sorry that I make mistakes.

I'm sorry I don't laugh.

i'm sorry that I get distracted

with the worries that I have.

I'm sorry that I run away.

I'm sorry I don't listen.

I'm sorry that I want your love

with the attention I've been missing.

I'm sorry that I weigh too much.

I'm sorry I don't sleep.

I'm sorry but I cannot live with

the secrets that I keep.

I'm sorry I don't read too fast.

I'm sorry I can't talk.

I'm sorry some days I can't move

and I can't deal with shock.

I'm sorry I'm not good enough.

I'm sorry you have to deal.

I'm sorry that I doubt me, but

the worthlessness feels real.