young, sad and seekingA Poem by ggubie
I love how cities made me feel it's so big
especially at night where we walk blurry alive The city is my place I belong to its wilderness A friend I call to grab quick coffees proceeded to shoppings more on city shenanigans but all are just s****y socializing illusions Desperation to belong to something is fucked begged everyone's attention as if you're better- you're not Drunk nights with strangers feeling living the best life but what comes after? Confusions Am I doing enough? Am I doing this better than them? Am I impressing them? Am I happy? Did they smile? What am I doing? I'm scared I can't keep up I want to be like them please like me, please I hate this city I hate everything, I hate these people I did it better, you didn't! i am the perfection! what am I doing? I feel worse, is this even the right thing? I feel suffocated where's my peace? I'm tired someone take this from me? I don't know anymore please take it © 2021 ggubie |
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