Can't believe you are gone

I miss you grandmom

That one phone call

The call that broke it all

Not knowing how to act

Broken I could tell you that for a fact

Your day's were quickly coming to an end

All I could say was please no not my best friend

I'm so sorry I didn't come in the room and say goodbye

I just didn't want you to die

Wanted to remember you as the cheerful and beautiful women I knew

Not the pain and sickness you were going through

Wish I could go back and hug you forever

Leaving your side never

I get so mad at myself for not saying bye

Just sitting in my bed alone to cry

All the game's we played

And all the memoires we made

You always knew how to make me smile

Honestly I haven't smiled in a while

Life hasn't been the same without you

Taking care of my family is something you would want me to do

There is not one day I go without thinking about you

Always in my heart I have it tattooed

I remember sitting in your den

And finding out you took your last breath July nineth two thousand ten

Grandmom I miss you so much

Wish I could just feel your touch

Glad to be part of a family with such a strong bond

I will love you to infinity and beyond