depression

the thing I hate the most

A lot of people don't understand me

If you knew me you would be able to see

One thing after another

I couldn't do it without my mother

I try to make thing's okay

By waking up and saying I'm going to be happy today

Then something always has to ruin my mood

I hide the pain by being rude

I wish depression on no one

It really is no fun

Always in pain and sorrow

And it doesn't just go away tomorrow

I wish I didn't always feel so crappy

Why smile if I'm not happy

My friend's help me keep thing's off my mind

In reality help it what I need to find

But I don't really like talking about it

This is something hard to admit

My family I stay strong for

Seeing them sad make's me depressed even more

Feeling like I've put them to shame

I tried of playing life's awful game

Even though I would never wish for life to end

I wish it would stop being my enemy and be my friend

School and work cause's most of my stress

I wish money situation's weren't such a mess

It's a hard thing to do but supporting my family is what I have to do

Since I know they will forever be true

People question me from what they see

But I rarely answer because I don't want them to feel bad for me

To people I do not act fake or pretend

Because all I need is my close friend's and family until the end