A review of my life

Nothing more, nothing less than a review

Today being my birthday, I should have woke up feeling special. However, i woke up feeling depressed that so many things went wrong yesterday. In an attempt to change my mood, i switched on my computer; grabbed a few packets of pocky from the fridge , made myself comfortable and began searching online for something that could bring me happiness. After about an hour, my stomach felt bloated and I felt that the content i chanced upon were nothing more than temporary satisfaction. However, i also noticed that my shoulders felt lighter and it dawned on me that i was sour not because yesterday was bad. but because i didnt manage to live the day true to myself. I had given in to the silent majority. I  had cracked under the pressure. I had let my bitter emotions engulf me. So now although it may sound silly after becoming a year older, I want to try to not try. I want to let go and leave it to God. After all, I know what i cannot, he can.