Approval of You

Approval of You

A Chapter by J. Viands

What passive aggressive bullshit I’m so grateful for

Call me sicker than most when I know I was dying before

Call me a liar like I haven’t been before                          

It makes me feel good inside that I no longer have to be perfect in my world


How demented and twisted this is!

Feeding off of the things that made me sick

I’ve always known I was a little sadistic

So this is the right way to fix it


If I never get through to them

Then how do I know the next right move

If my truths are unheard

Why be sober then

Just trust that all I need from you is to have my back

After that I’ll do what I have too


After all this is more for me then it is you

 So I’ll learn to lie, somehow I’ll forget I’ll die

I’ll go back and be everything I need to, if I need the approval of you  

© 2012 J. Viands

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Wow. Very powerful and raw. I love it!

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J. Viands

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thanks yo

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J. Viands
J. Viands

Leesburg, VA

My writing is refined in to portfolios I write to much to be able to post all my poetry separately don’t feel obligated to read the whole thing just what you would like… or the whole thi.. more..

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