The Hardest Part

The Hardest Part

A Story by Hazel Clark
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I'm starting to realize the hardest parts to get through and I think I want to share what the hardest parts are for me because I've never really been so happy go lucky and I'm tired of it upset...

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The Hardest Part
By: Hazel Clark

Hi there, I just want to share a story with everyone and I can write about it because writing solves everything right?! As you all know I've been struggling and am still struggling with everything which I hate it because I don't really don't think I can hold anything else in or my balloon will explode and if it explodes I'm going to be so snappy and I don't want that, but anyways I have started to self harm a five six weeks ago and drinking I started snapping things in half and being very aggressive and I'm not saying it was the right thing to do because I know it wasn't and honestly I want everyone to know what the hardest parts in my life are coping with my depression and I'm about ready to just give up because everything is the hardest part for me.

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It takes a ton of courage to share something like this! I am impressed by your honesty & how you go into such detail to describe how you've been acting. I am bipolar, so I experience depression about half the time. I've spent my life learning how to cope without using medications. One thing that helps is that I tell myself: "this is just a mood" -- and I want to differentiate this becuz it's often not how I really feel. Many times I have many blessings & much to be happy about, but I'm simply depressed, so I cannot grasp what a great life I'm actually living. This is why I want to say: "this is just a mood" -- it reminds me to look beyond the mood which is taking up all my brain waves. When I look beyond the mood, I can often find many reasons for being satisfied with my life. Sure, fifteen minutes later I feel like s**t again, but I just have to keep reminding myself: "this is just mood -- it's not who I really am!" I hope you can find some path to feeling better. Since you are so honest & brave in writing this, I have confidence that you will wrestle this thing to the ground, over & over & over -- as many times as you need to . . . some of us just have to fight this fight. We can become friends with the fight. You can do it, too! (((HUGS))) Fondly, Margie

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Hazel Clark
Hazel Clark

Uniontown, PA



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I'm a very bold person with a lot of experiences in life and love my writings and wouldn't change anything to make me stop writing or doing anything i love doing. more..

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