In Love & Pain

I think I just let everything out...

If it helps me sleep

I'll think of it as teenage love

Nothing more...

If holding one foot in and one foot out

Of love's door

Helps me to deal with it

I'll do it..

 

One day left

I can't stop crying

One day left

And I can't force a smile even though I'm trying

 

Will we last...

I'd like to think so,

But it's time to get real

For all I know we could crash and burn

Like paper airplanes lit on fire

Mid-flight

 

Know what...

I tired of being sad

With no comfort to be found

I just hope this isn't pointless

But pain is always felt for a reason

It could simply be treason

My mind and my brain can't agree

 

But they can agree that it hurts

And I hurt alone...

 

Watching others enjoy the last day

As it quickly approaches..

I want to stop time

Or slow it.

 

I'm getting sick,

Chills,

Headaches,

Fever and all.

Not because of any germs,

But because I'm heartsick...

 

I might not ever see you again...

 

But if you're fine with that...

Then just let me go,

Yell at me,

just let me know...

so I can have a reason to stop loving you

To stop holding on

I can't let you go unless you're a jerk.

Some guy who cheats

And has loose lips that spit out false feelings...

If you don't make me hate you...

I'll hold on,

Lavishing in the pain,

Smothering in the hurt

That it seems no one but me can feel....

It hurts to feel alone in this...

 

This situation was a rose with thorns.

 

I loved the color,

It was white,

Pure

White.

until I started to hold on tight,

Now it's stained with red

Hard to believe that it's my blood..

 

All over the stem and petals...

 

You know what they say...

If it's bitter, take it with a spoonful of sugar

Good with the Bad

Nothing's ever fully good

Nothing's ever fully bad

But you have the best experience when you take them together

 

Oh Florida,

Sweet Florida,

hold me close

comfort me like Georgia can't anymore

 

Florida,

Sweet Florida,

show me what Georgia couldn't show me

Until it was too late

 

Florida,

Sweet Florida,

Shower me with love

Now that I've forgotten Georgia,

It's smell,

It's companionship,

It's sight.

Take over my senses until I can't remember the memories

It's alright Florida, my love

I want to forget

Everything that Georgia was....

Cause now, Florida, you're my future....

And I love you now...

Georgia's in the past...