Not Good Enough

I don't understand.

I honestly don't.

I know that he's want you 'want

in a guy'.

But aren't I what you want in a guy?

I know that I can be crude,

and careless, 

and mean. 

But he hurt you, didn't he?

I'm silently begging for you to see me. 

I'm praying that you'll notice me. 

But you don't.

All you see is him,

the person that hurt you. 

Let's face it.

I'm not good enough for you.

No one is good enough for you. 

Author's Note

This is bad. Very bad.