Cold beds and Long nights

Lost the girl of my dreams

How am I suppose to help myself when you were the better part of me? I'm a walking explosion, failures and disappointment are my components. This confusion still whirls around my conscience, my mixed feelings oh-so misunderstood. 

Four years of my life taken away within a night, 

I thought it was just another fight....

The look in your eyes, the cold stones of beautiful blue pierced my hazel sight, then you said " I don't love you any more " shivers and shakes broke my soul, my heart not shattered rather devoured by the cruelest words ever said. 

These nights have grown so long, no warmth on the opposite bed. I feel so empty, empty as these west Texas skies, no clouds just like no hope for us. Will we ever meet again? To just embrace you one more time, a chance to tell you I wish you were mine.

Four years of my life taken away within a night,

I thought it was just another fight.... 

Author's Note

ignore grammar problems