Addict

Hello, I'm an addict.

What am I addicted to?

Well, it depends on the day. 

Hello, I'm an addict. 

Today under the subcategory of

An Alcoholic

My grandfather was an alcoholic

I swore I'd never touch the stuff

But I was weak

And fell in love with the dizzy it made me feel

I was suddenly able to laugh again

Laughing at the illusion of happiness it could give me for a while before I vomited up

All the sickly sweet smiles

Hi, I'm an addict

A stoner to be exact

I've never smoked or done anything of the sort

But I know that if I did I would never ever stop

I get high on imagining the high

And wishing more than anything that it would be true

Greeting, I'm an addict

Your local nymphomaniac at your service

The s**t who will sleep with anyone for a dollar

But I don't care because I need the feeling of skin to skin

My body is my body and I can do what I want with it

Even if it is to let you do what you want with it. 

Hey there, I'm still an addict

And this time the drug is blood

Though no, I am not a vampire

I'm obsessed with my veins and the sting in my brain as the blade breaks the barrier between my insides and the world around

My blood is my own and my pain is the most magical sensation

Yes, I am an addict

And no matter what I'm addicted to,

The drug remains the same

I'm addicted to feeling happy when I'm not

And is that really such a crime?

Reviews

[Justin Horrocks]

This speaks volume! I was born a addict due to the fact my mother needed a s**t load of medication to keep her heart from failing. Everything she took whilst pregnant I took. I can find will get addicted to anything that boost dopamine. Addiction is not talked about enough. So Yeah really enjoyed your words.