Make A Wish

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I dont want space

But Im not in a position to decide

I m not single

Because I wanted to be

He was like a drug to me

His presence to my undeniable fix

His voice was music to my ears

With each word another movement

In a grand symphony

He was not just a friend to me

And is not to me now

No, he was and is my best friend

And on top of that

I was in love with him

Actually, I am still very much in love with him

He was not supposed to leave me

But I have still been left

And forced to suffer a new kind of lonely

The loneliness of losing him

I see him with his friends

And I am not among them

Women that have always been there

Now begin to bother me

I am corrupted by this jealousy,

Eaten by a poverty of love,

Engulfed by angry agony

And I cant help but to wonder

If he feels the pain of losing me

I now live in a noxious nightmare

That I thought would never come

I am faced by an enemy 

Whose evil cannot be undone

And this isnt fun anymore

Wasnt even from the start

Since from the second that he left me

My heart was torn apart

And loving someone is not easy

Ive always known that to be true

But I meant it when I said the words

"Im in love with you"

In fact, even now I still do

You can tell me to move on 

But really that wont matter

Because when faced with loving you or giving up

Ill take the former, not the latter

It hurts knowing that you dont know what you want

Because you say that theres a chance for us

And that chance is what I want

Sometimes you tell me to make a wish

And then ask me what it is

Well I'll tell you just this once,

It's you, and it always has been