Feelings August 23, 2013

Feelings

August 23, 2013

 

I have no one, not one soul.

I am the same lonely broken mind.

I read peoples first impressions,

and I feel their judgments.

Wishing my feet would grow weak.

I am so tired of running for all of the untruths.

 

I can say; that you told me; you’re going.

You’re angry; I think of you; is that okay?

Come back with a mouth full of I love you’s,

because counting your goodbyes hurt,

and I know the hollow parts of your heart,

contain every promise on my left finger but,

still your eyes fall at the sight of mine.

 

Falling out of love with you, for me had become a struggle.

When I ask you if you felt the same,

we stopped kissing while f*****g.

It was so intimate and intense my heart broke.

I mean, what was your thought? Was it?...

‘I’ll just f**k her until she stops loving me’.

A lot of sense that makes when you look the same to me,

day and night; it’s all my fault; it’s me right?

Expecting to find your love,

Every time my buttons come undone,

when you seem to want and need,

my body spirit and mind.

 

Never mind just come lay next to me

Play for me softly during the ripping of my seams,

as I am silent and unmoving.

Humor me please; I just miss the touch of you,

playing my strings in the morning.

 

-K.S.