What Did I Do Wrong?

i feel its my fault for all their problems

What did i do,

to make you so unhappy,

to make you feel like your not loved,

what did i to to make you want to hate your life or hurt yourself.

What did I do,

to make you breakup with me,

to make you only kiss me when nobody can see us.

What did i do to deserve so much sorrow in my eyes that i cant even go on  too tomorrow.

the pain i have put the two i love most in,

im sorry i promise to never make that mistake again...

i will try to be a better daughter,

a better friend,

a better girlfriend.

im sorry,

 is there anybody out there that will forgive me,

 for the pain that i have caused:(

Author's Note

this is a poem for my dad and a guy that i was dating before he broke up with me cause i feel like its my fault that they feel this way:(

Reviews

[Damon Favreau]

I feel your pain...I am really sorry that you had that bad expirience. But yeah it was a good write and I felt what you felt

[SpokenWord]

The line that stuck out the most to me is

"to make you only kiss me when nobody can see us"

Oh Jessica rarely is someone problems a result of someone else outside of them. We create our own drama either directly by doing or indirectly by accepting it. Individuals are responsible for their own happiness and also sadness for their own success or failures. Often we push blame on others saying it is their fault that this happened to me. The key word is "ME" thus it is related to "I", meaning that "It is I who created this mess that now punishes me" I call that taking responsibility for what we do as adults.

If your father or Ex finds fault with you then to me they should speak their peace. If not know that it is not your fault what happens to others, your responsible for self. Sorry for mini rant. I loved this poem :)