I want to shine

I’m impatiently searching for another song that explains the way I feel

Here I am thinking about us again

I don’t remember the last time I cried over you

It just feels like it’s not even worth my tears

I have no fear about anything anymore

Because I know that I will be okay

I just want the pain away because it’s making my heart sore

I wish you would just understand where I’m coming from

I don’t want to be strong like they all say but I have no other choice

I don’t want to break down ever again

Being alone is not something I can get used to

I keep asking myself why you make feel this weak?

I have my good days and the bad ones that I dread

I swear if it wasn’t for my few friends, I would not be okay

 

(hook)

I just want to shine with a smile on my face

I want to pass every mountain that gets in my way

But something stops me every time I think about your face

I want to go back to those days when we walked around the park where we laid

 

 

Not knowing when you are coming back just makes things harder

I try and try to avoid the questions because I never know what to say

I’m always like ” yes, he is doing great, I talk to him everyday. he is doing okay”.

I always fake this smile so that my family won’t worry

But I know that the ones closest to me know that it’s another story

All I know that it gets lonely because I know that I need you

If there is one thing I regret, it’s that I never used my time wisely for you

But I guess all I can do is move on and..

 

(hook)

shine with a smile on my face

I want to pass every mountain that gets in my way

But something stops me every time I think about your face

I want to go back to those days when we walked around the park where we laid