Long lasting tears

sad dreams that stay with me.

Fell in love which became my darkest dream

what could staring at this carcass mean

what is the meaning that remains un-scene

then I wake up and I could scream

Day rolls by and as night falls 

my memories make me fight walls

take pills until the light calls

but not tonight I only have a few Nytol

just enough to relax and read this new bible

but I just go thinking of you as some kind of idol

so I go find a pill or maybe find a pile

time to turn to crime for a while

It's been many years now and you're still in my dream

I think I know that's my carcass I've seen

because I'm dead inside without you my queen.