I Don't Cry

I Don't Cry

A Poem by butterfly

maybe i dreamed you up
imagined our love
in reality he told me  how complicated he could be from the start
Somehow the fantasy of us
emerged and we were tied by the heart
Till God shined the light in my blind eyes
I see I am alone its just me in the dark.

farewell to you
I see the truth
you were just a moment
a fairy tale
i guess i never knew love
all those text he sends to f**k me up
Why?
Human nature is fucked up too
Lost in a place but their hearts stopped working
only about the cars
the movies
not about hearts
or the weeping
you told me the truth
you are not my soul mate
it was hard to understand
he didn't stay away
i realize now i was the angel trapped in the jar
the butterfly in the frame
flat as a pancake
God won't leave you alone
He comes and smashes the glass
yet, alas
Its me who didn't realize I could fly away

Hold me God
Hold my heart
Don't let me stray again
I see why I am no wife to the men
They are lost cheating on each other
Dominic west and lily james
some live in castles and some with a life a mystery to handle
I am not one to judge
I fell for a man found myself in a big gooey bowl of fudge
Hold me God
Don't let me stray
But please oh please let love stay


I know you are out there
I know you are looking for me
I have come up for air
After held hostage by the sea
God speaks through this poetry
I never would leave
I will stay by your side
No matter how many times you chose to stay blind
In this hour of no sleep
The tears rim my eyes
But I don't cry
i know finally I am the lucky one
I am still alive
Because of the power in His love
Its all mysterious stuff
My heart is no longer jaded
maybe he was my crutch after all
To help an old lady when she was about to fall
When we met
I was dead
A walking ghost with a forgotten home
He works in mysterious ways
I know now though he is not my soul mate
His is a car
His is one with a Latino heart
I am a spy
I can hack any website
I saw all the trails
Why did we meet
We will never know why
To you I finally say goodbye
I see the light
He smashed the glass at last I fly
He doesn't know how to love me
The tears rim my eyes but I don't cry
We said the words
but it was followed by weirdness
My soul I untie
He could have had an angel but he didn't stay by her side
I don't want what can't be given
I am leaving
I fly to the sky
With tear rimmed eyes
But I don't cry

© 2020 butterfly


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Added on October 14, 2020
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