I Thought I loved You

I thought I loved you

To this I hold true

There is nothing to regret

No reason to be blue

My tears are cried with the moon

Hopefully you feel this rain coming over you

Anger still needs time to subside

Its hard to understand the loss of even a fake paradise

I knew all along that's what you are

Still nothing mends the broken heart

Yet I hear God's voice through the shining star

He is never far

When He deserves to be

On me I still feel that divine mercy

Though I fell to the lowest of the low with sin

I wish I was stronger not to fall in temptation

i wish strength was this painful net's foundation

Where did he go

We made love one last time and then he vanished in to air

Suddenly all the texts and phone calls disappeared

One text he sent I have to quit smoking so I wont smell him

I see his pic with his wife on facebook

I know he said he couldn't leave not now

I wouldn't ask him to

He isn't mine

Many wives would want to throw their stones

Is anyone really strong enough to go it alone

Once I was homeless looking for a home

I found in his eyes a glimmer of hope

Our story was written in the stars

Meant to be for that moment on life's rough path we helped each other cope

yet this chapter was not destined for happily ever after

I am glad to be let go

Even somethings are not in my control

Yet my soul isn't broke

In the end all along I have a home

I found my way back to me

Yet she is just as strange I see

I am glad he can forget me now

I just have to get used to living without

Having a man leave his wife is just a foolish dream

We had a destined path only God knows why

Some lesson He had to teach in this earth life

i just have no answer

So here I am on my knees with this prayer

I am grateful and absent of blue

For one reason will always be true

Maybe he played me for a fool

Nothing about him and me was cool

The only one force is strong enough to break the rules

To this I still hold true

I thought I loved you.

Reviews

[Chris Shaw]

Maybe he took advantage of a vulnerable young woman? Sounds as though dear heart he led you up the garden path. It is him who should be questioning himself. I felt your pain here. We learn by our mistakes and that isn't easy although it can be a good lesson. Time heals. Your words pulled on the emotions. I felt sadness fir you and anger for him. Expressed with feeling.

Chris

[butterfly]

Thanks for the review and reading Chris!! I always enjoy your reviews :)

[Chris Shaw]

You are welcome :)