the last thing he told me

The last thing he told me via the mailbox

I miss you

Always thinking of you

Then he disappeared

I am not the wife

He was just a shadow in my life

the single lady

driven crazy

he didnt want to keep on as a bother

so instead he chose to keep me eternally hunger

lose myself in wonder

Yet still my heart craves him and no other

to be by your love

is the sweetest flight of the dove

lifting me up

touching the sky

higher than starlight

yet its just a dream

a mirage in the desert I have stumbled upon

iam grateful we had a chapter

even if there is no happily ever after

I will remember the vision of love

taking me up

to be by your love

was just a glimmer of hope

I was like a drug addict on dope

it was toxic, yet me wrapped like a fanatic

still he chose not to bother why now and not before

nothing makes sense anything more

i feel myself losing my sanity

as i read the last thing he told me