Secretly In my House

Secretly In my House

A Poem by butterfly

I can still feel his hands down my blouse
He wakes my body so aroused
I shouldnt let him come around
But he makes me weak when he is in my town
He lives a complicated life
He doesnt let me ever tell him goodbye
He holds me down with his body
He enters my castle
His lips tattoo my skin
He holds me from within
I cant fight him though I tried
Blocked him but then the stars aligned
all i knew left my mind
the heart wants what it wants
Its always him
Forgive me Father for the sin
Please hear my prayer
Let me keep him every day and every night
He wont let me hold him forever
Yet he says he thinks of me every day
Why do men play with women this way
How can I keep making the mistake
The heartache is too much to bear
I wanted him in my arms even if he doesnt stay long there
This is all that we get
When we are unlucky in love
I pray that all this will be changed
I pray to God above
He will love me the better way
He will choose me for more than just a sweet escape
Yet we have been doing this for five years
all our memories he didnt remember
the prize he still owes from the bet I won
He isnt the one
I know in him even can't be tamed by love
Why does he still call me up
Cant get another
Am I really the best lover
even if i were you would make more time in your life
yet he tells me all his bullshit lies
still i can feel his hands down my blouse
As we makeup secretly in my house

© 2021 butterfly


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Who knows why this situation occurs. It seems you are captivated under his spell, not feeling entirely satisfied with his behaviour, but not being able to break away. This secret lover has got a hold on you. Whether fiction or non fiction, that's some tight grip Butterfly.

Chris.

Posted 1 Month Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

butterfly

1 Month Ago

yes I agree with this review Chris!! Thanks for reading :) its a little glimpse of life...but today .. read more



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Whoa that must be a powerful hold he has over her. ..
"Blocked him but then the stars aligned
all i knew left my mind
the heart wants what it wants
Its always him
Forgive me Father for the sin
Please hear my prayer"
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I can relate to this to a degree but love it all anyway. Intoxicating, undeniable yet toxic.

Posted 1 Month Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

butterfly

1 Month Ago

Undeniable yet toxic perhaps I just wrote the words that came to my mind didn't really know where I .. read more
Who knows why this situation occurs. It seems you are captivated under his spell, not feeling entirely satisfied with his behaviour, but not being able to break away. This secret lover has got a hold on you. Whether fiction or non fiction, that's some tight grip Butterfly.

Chris.

Posted 1 Month Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

butterfly

1 Month Ago

yes I agree with this review Chris!! Thanks for reading :) its a little glimpse of life...but today .. read more

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