My Home

No rhyme or reason

Without explanation

We have our season

Humanity was mixed with complication

I cant see how to be without completely

I must try harder

Be smarter

Thats what they say

clear as a blue sky day

I just can't make my heart behave

They dont know my home is in his embrace

Am I the one cheating

Am I really causing another heart to stop beating

Wrong or right I blocked him but he leaves me notes

I download the app there are the messages on the screen

Tonight he tells me good night, he really misses me

I am there somewhere in his heart in his life

But nothing is new still busy all the time

Yet not even his complicated prize

will take him from my side

I am tired I just can't decide

Life is too hard to say goodbye

How do you stop loving someone for all time

How can I ignore him

Where is the sin

I have no rhyme or reason

He and I have our season

I will stay until winter comes

Freezes us with the cool

Healing for the fool

Leaving us cold like a barren tree

I will be reborn completely

Maybe I am stuck

How do you separate love

Whatever he does

I still do me

How do you stop loving someone completely

i hear what they say

If I am not your everything

Maybe I will be your nothing

I feel like there is still something

The sound of a foolish heart beating

I still like what he is giving

I can't stop him from coming or leaving

He has me hooked to his side

How do you stop loving someone for all time

He always tells me I will want you always

Hades has Persephone in his hold

Locked in the underground cold

We are lovely ghosts

Yet I am still whole

But he will never know

In his embrace is my home